TIt's hard when you love someone but they're so sensitive to what you say to them that you don't want to be honest with them.
I've lost my lust for you because of how much weight you've gained.
I don't want to be with another fat guy.
I hate seeing the weight in your face because you've gained so much.
I want to ask you to wear a shirt to cover your chunk just so I will not lose the want to have sex as soon as you get naked.
I have tried to encourage you to lose weight. I've tried to tease you lightly so you'll want to be healthier.
But you don't do anything except feel hurt.
You want me to want you but you won't try to make yourself more attractive to me.
How is this fair?!
You love my SKINNY, little body. When I feel like I'm losing my luster I try little things to help keep me attractive in your eyes, why won't you do that for me?!
You keep asking if I'm going to get rid of you, well no, I'm not. I would, however, LOVE if you would lose the fat.
I want you thin again, like when we met. I want you to be more active, quit complaining every time I say I want to take a walk IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. Why do we have to waste gas to go somewhere else just to WALK?!
Let me buy you a cheap bike so we can ride together... I hate that you fixed my bike up and NEVER let me go ride it! Whether it be by myself or with a friend...
You say you'll do just about anything I ask of you... do why won't you just try to lose weight?
It's bad enough you don't even try to help pay for us to live from day to day, why can't you at least try to take care of your body so that the one person you really want to be attracted to you, actually can be?!
I love you, but you really need to lose weight...
Ps... your face is so very handsome... I was just looking at you while you were asleep and thought "for the most part, I'm so very lucky" <3
Monday, August 31, 2015
Too much
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Frustrated and lost
I lay here naked, I cuddle and kiss... he gets up, dresses and walks out the door...
I spent all morning while he slept reading about how I could improve my libido for him and he just stays angry that I didn't put out last night... what do I do to show him I love him and just want to make him happy?
Friday, April 10, 2015
4/9/15
In contrast to some of the more high-powered stuff that has been happening in your relationships of late, today's position of the heavenly bodies encourages you to slow down, catch your breath, and drift a little. Today, as far as a current love affair is concerned, you can stop fretting, and be at peace with yourself, with your partner (current or prospective), and with your current circumstances. Let your mind be a still lake!
Sunday, March 22, 2015
Don't be rude!
So you want my attention after you've been ignoring me for over ten minutes? How about you say hey or something normal like that? Do not shake my arm when you can clearly see that I'm typing!
How dare you get so offended when I get angry! You are being rude! Inconsiderate! Selfish?!
Then you turn on me and tell me "you don't have to cook" after I've already done the dishes so I can cook? After I have already made it clear that I am going to? Just because I got upset from you being rude to me?!
Think first if you want my love and attention, don't demand it, ask for it!!!
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Hmmm
That day when someone reminds you of a pet that passed away
Then later reading an article on things toxic to pets and wondering if that pet you were reminded of earlier may have died from your own carelessness...
It's something I've fretted over before but the vet was unable to pinpoint anything other than genetics when he passed away
I miss my pup. He lived to be ten, nearly 4 of those years with me. I hope puppy heaven holds all his dreams come true...