OMG... 10/5/14 (his birthday) was the last day we ever drank alcohol...
Today 5/15/18 we decided to try again...
Same buzzed arguments...
Same unsatisfied, although rambunctious sex...
Seriously?! I wanted the sex to be fun for BOTH of us...
He got off AND a body rub...
I got...
Yep, awake at 3:30am on 5/16/18...
Why did we drink?
Another unsatisfying night...
Don't I deserve more? He constantly tells me that I do...
Where's my fun? Where's my off? Where's my rub?
None, nowhere, not happening...
