Monday, August 31, 2015

Too much

TIt's hard when you love someone but they're so sensitive to what you say to them that you don't want to be honest with them.
I've lost my lust for you because of how much weight you've gained.
I don't want to be with another fat guy.
I hate seeing the weight in your face because you've gained so much.
I want to ask you to wear a shirt to cover your chunk just so I will not lose the want to have sex as soon as you get naked.
I have tried to encourage you to lose weight. I've tried to tease you lightly so you'll want to be healthier.
But you don't do anything except feel hurt.
You want me to want you but you won't try to make yourself more attractive to me.
How is this fair?!
You love my SKINNY, little body. When I feel like I'm losing my luster I try little things to help keep me attractive in your eyes, why won't you do that for me?!
You keep asking if I'm going to get rid of you, well no, I'm not. I would, however, LOVE if you would lose the fat.
I want you thin again, like when we met. I want you to be more active, quit complaining every time I say I want to take a walk IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. Why do we have to waste gas to go somewhere else just to WALK?!
Let me buy you a cheap bike so we can ride together... I hate that you fixed my bike up and NEVER let me go ride it! Whether it be by myself or with a friend...
You say you'll do just about anything I ask of you... do why won't you just try to lose weight?
It's bad enough you don't even try to help pay for us to live from day to day, why can't you at least try to take care of your body so that the one person you really want to be attracted to you, actually can be?!
I love you, but you really need to lose weight...

Ps... your face is so very handsome... I was just looking at you while you were asleep and thought "for the most part, I'm so very lucky" <3