Conundrum

Sometimes I'm at a loss as to what to say to someone after I've blatantly told them the way I feel and the things I'm thinking and they still don't get it.
Sometimes I just need to be alone and do my silly alone things: wax my eyebrows, shave my legs, read my book, chill with my cat, blast my music and sing and dance around like an idiot.
Sometimes the things I do are to release my soul and collect my thoughts. Though they may seem silly to you, they can be off the utmost importance to me.
Sometimes you don't need to understand those things, you just need to believe that they are not only good for me but for whatever relationship we have together: friend, family, lover...
Sometimes I just want you to love me and trust that I have your interest in mind, even if it seems I'm focusing on myself. They are connected in every way.
Sometimes I wish you would see my heart and know that you are the most important person in it, though many would say that you shouldn't be, that I should be or those who have been in my life longer.
I'm stuck in this conundrum for my heart and yours, not knowing which direction I should take down the cross streets that come across the path of our life together...