The word Love is a tough one. I tend to run from it because it tends to be long-term. It can also lead to heartache, often times not mine... I don't throw it around, at least I try not to...
Eric, I love you.
It's easy to write it, even easy to tell my friends about it... but I just can't bring myself to say it to his face. I'm ready, I just don't believe that he is.
I'll wait, continue to read his signs. When I feel that he's on the verge of saying it, I'll say it first. That is what he'll want.
He always wants me to make the first move on EVERYTHING. Sometimes it drives me nuts, but knowing him, I will gladly do it.
I know this sounds selfish but I hope that time is soon. My feelings are so pent up that it's wearing me down.
I've been scared of marriage and love for a long time now, I'm ready to move on and enjoy it!
Hold strong, hold true, don't let your feelings get the best of you!
You'll know when the time is right and in that moment you'll take it!
Confidence in yourself and patience with your situation.
Go, SJ, go! You're a strong, smart, lovely and all around amazing lady! Be yourself and things will work out! Trust your judgement! When you do, you succeed, when you don't, you're miserable!
Good luck to you, I have confidence that it will all work out!
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