I hate bills

How can I pay bills without knowing how much they'll be for? We haven't been here long enough to know a pattern! How can I pay the unreceived bills when I haven't gotten paid yet? I can't be positive I'll have enough money for it all! I've told you time and again that I hate talking bills with you. It's super frustrating and aggravating! This is why I used to just pay all of the bills! No guesswork! I wait until I get paid and receive said bills, THEN I PAY THEM. No guesswork, just actuality! Now you want to make me feel bad that I made you get a job to hep but let you quit when you could no longer handle it?! I think not!
Things will be fine. Calm the Fuck down and stop freaking out on me.
You will NOT take away our only holiday since we've moved here! I don't care if things are tight, we deserve something nice!!! =\